I'm skating toward unemployment again. It's my own fault, really. I took a job last summer (2012) that was a maternity leave contract, which meant only a guaranteed one year of employment. I listened to the promises. We're so busy, we'll need to keep you on. We'd like you to stay doing all this stuff. We're 99.9% sure we are going to keep you, etc, etc... Well, that .01% chance happened. It is just not financially feasible to keep both of us. Well, fine. I was not surprised but, still disappointed.
It's really affected my mood. I couldn't concentrate on the book I was reading, so I stopped and switched books, something I rarely do. That helped some. I didn't feel like blogging. This blog is sitting with 8 unfinished posts. My other blog has three, I post less often there, so three is a lot. I'm hoping to pull myself out. I want to finish my blog posts. I want to read more. I want to figure out a way to have fun without feeling guilty. Thanksgiving I coming up. Maybe I'll blog about my meal? Maybe not.